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Why am I feeling uneasy about it??? =/

stretching the bungie cord...

i feel myself moving on...

i've even made some changes to my phone and laptop...

but whatever i do, it just feels like im running with a bungie cord attached.

be strong, reuben. 

there is more work ahead..

let go.

i have to let go.

even if it means losing the only meaning in my life.

there's no hope in your eyes.

gone is the old cs, replaced by some act-mature Rachel.

irony is i helped create that other person.

the old cs would know maturity doesnt mean being a bitch or slut.

there's a time for it, and a time to play around and be childish.

because inner childs like to make us happy.

5 years wasn't a cycle of cheating ourselves.

We had something special.

i've lost her eventually.

to this wild alter-ego.

it's okay, it's just 5 years.

it's not okay, 'cos my shweetie died long ago.

face it, reuben, let go...

coughing while i choke

a moment of silence,

blows up an explosion fiery,

loud thunders, choking on every clap

suffering this all night long.

jerk, choke, jerk jerk, choke.

This is bad cough.

My heart begs to differ.

Prickly Silence

Waken up; earlier morning,

Wished her a happy day.

To the silence of coldness,

I reminisced the happy times.

The sun has passed the middle,

An sms received.

I was short-changed in emotions,

as it was not hers.

I'm alone in this now,

for now, for now, for now.

I only pray for the better,

because I'm itching in this prickly silence.

Shattered

As i stood there in utter despair,

words too heavy to project,

tears spoke my piece, 

I turned away.

I saw the blankness in your eyes,

I heard the coldness of your voice,

The warmth which once fueled my heart,

has been stolen away.

You stabbed my heart with indifference,

You drowned my mind in regret,

I wish I hadn't been the old man,

the old man you never wanted.

I want to be better,

I have to be better,

My line of hope is wearing thin,

but I have to prove our love was written in stone.

The world has changed.

My world has changed.

Gone was the one I remembered dearly,

soon to return, in hope, to love again. 

Mood: ='/

Welcome, i8910!

Forgot to take this time to welcome my new Samsung i8910 Omnia HD!

Some pics i took with it...