Thinking back.

I suddenly remembered why I took this photo.

There's the boy. He is defined by his sillhouette, his outer shell. But inside, it's all but clear. Filled with emptiness; darkness. Face and body unseen; I have yet to find out who I really am, what I am really meant to be. Arms extended; the need for enlightenment. A small part's still lingering in the security of my past, yet the rest is moving on with the flow. I'm confused; no, not gay; just confused.

Today I went down to World Resort Sentosa to attend a briefing for tomorrow's event. Yes, I got a weekend job there. Being there and seeing and mixing with the other people made me realise that I actually enjoy the company of many. It made me think. Alot. I enjoy being introduced to new people. I enjoy the company of friends, and always will. I appreciate all the new friends I've made in the past few months, always will. I've just come to realise... maybe I'm just not ready to get into a commitment just yet. Too many thoughts, too many mixed feelings. Should just take things slow and easy; I'm not gonna play. I never do and I never will. It's just gotta come naturally.

On a side note, 

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ADVANCED HAPPY BIRTHDAY, ALI-BO-NEH!! 

... in case you get mad that I HAD to take the job on THAT sunday. D: I'll definitely make up for it k! See, I made it in yellow... Tweety's colour! Thanks for being the bestest friend to me back when it was all crappy for me. You deserve a great welcoming into the BIG 2-0 and I'll make sure I'm gonna join Ced, Simeng and Fangyi in welcoming you to it. 

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This month's just gotta be my month. My group's MASINA report placed in top 3 in the SYMC competition (gotta give a presentation in June), I got an event job at Resorts World Sentosa for this weekend given by my ex-boss/supervisor who used to be in Mediacorp and my good friend Matthew just offered me a one-week job which is coming soon. Plus, my humble pay from my recent 4 days in Mediacorp is comin in. (taking quite long though D:)

Back to blogging. Last time, this month was my Broke Month, 'cos I'd always be broke 'cos there're so many people having their birthdays this month!! So in case I don't blog again by then or if I get hit by a car tomorrow or if I don't manage to treat you people this year...

11Apr:

Advanced Happy Birthday, ER XIN XINER!!

12Apr:

Advanced Happy Birthday, BANGS-LOOK-RIDICULOUS AH SIANG!!

End-of-April (see, u changed ur fb one, now i can't remember the day D:)

Advanced Happy Birthday, BALLOON-HEAD GRACE YEOH WEN DI!!